I wasn’t quitting on my faith, NO, how could I, Jesus seemed the realest! I was basically saying, “I cannot ignore my feelings of same sex attractions, and I didn’t  know how to remain Christian amidst them.” Being home with Christ felt like the only comfort; I became suicidal!

2018; the year that I almost lost it all #Throwback

Few months to Jan 2018 I had heeded to God’s leading in serving full-time in a Church; a one year internship contract. Having been greatly inspired by reading the story of Charles Spurgeon, I looked forward to a momentous season of ministry. Little did I know what lay ahead. I will not talk about the … Continue reading 2018; the year that I almost lost it all #Throwback

My Story for you

Internet told me that I was gay! I hated gay! Everyone hates gays, even God hated them so much that he burnt a whole city because of them.

I am not gay!

That was my now biggest prayer. God I don’t wanna be gay. I was hopeful. I fasted. Read the word and all my tender mind could think.


#I_Press_On Phil 3: 12- 16 God has made us his own. God has obtained a salvation and inheritance for us. God has called us to live as his own and to receive the reward of being his. >> However, much of that in some way remains yet to be realized and at times does not … Continue reading PRESS ON

Being Gay in a Straight man’s world

This is an article I wish I never sat down to draft, not due to its content but more so due to my context. Though I seek to be understood many will end up doing otherwise. In hope, though I will pen my words down, someday maybe, someone will get it. This has come about due to my own personal experience and the many stories I have heard from people who experience an enduring pattern of physical, emotional and sexual attractions towards the same gender. I label that experience Gay

The Prince of Peace

Thus when Jesus comes, he moves ahead to declare that Shalom/Eirene. Peace to the woman who had struggled for 12 years with bleeding- Mark 5:25-34, peace to the disciples who most likely would be frightened by his departure-John 14:27 and much more peace to those who would be justified by Faith to God through him